Let me see you one, two, step.

So stressed lately...

plans for the first senior night are really taking a toll on me. It looks like its going to be Heather and I doing the bulk work, Russ putting a face on it and Jeff just there. I mean this setup is fine, but sorta sucks when Heather and I find out about it a week before the first senior night. I feel like this is just a disaster waiting to happen. I keep seeing the kids we beat in the election and just picturing them going "you shouldve voted for us" after senior night. Clare said that everything is fine and that we will work it all out. September 16th should be interesting, thats for sure...

Deidre's dad is apparently really sick. I wish I knew more, but none of us really do. Just sucks when you want to help someone but you really dont know what to do.

Went to work, an hour late I may add, and then when I walked in and found out there was a tour and a delivery to the registrar to be made I lied and said I was only there to sign my time sheet. The joys of being a senior. I really wish I had a strong bearing of what I am going to do post grad. I mean grad school? I really feel like its pointless but necessary at the same time. Its a little scary that it is so early in the semester and I really have no urge to do work for my classes, all that sure got old real fast.

I have an interview tomorrow to do fundraising for this non-profit it Harlem. WE are talking like deep in Harlem, like Adam Clayton Powell Blvd. It better be a good opportunity for me to risk getting shot daily. I still want my PR internship, so Im gonna keep looking since MSG was a douche bag to me and liked me but "had quams with the wording of my resumes objective".

Hanging out with Daniel a lot lately. I dont know, its confusing. Im number 3 which is an issue, one of the many. I feel like I can already predict the end of this scenario....and its not that good. Apparently the class of 2007 thinks i am a "cocky, arrogant, conceited, rude, asshole". Granted, some of those may be true, but not all of them. Annoying. Tyler thinks I need to wake up with more self esteem in the mornings. Annoying. I think people need to be as critical on themselves as they are to others.